Inspirations

I was feeling weirdly, grandly low this morning, but then I saw a photograph that made me feel oh so much better.  It is strange how you never really know what’ll do it, what will pull you up out of that heap of crap thoughts and low esteem.  What you think should make you feel…

All When Ephemeral… – Poem by Dr subhendu kar

light enlightens gallows of darkness truth is stark reality by flow idyll we do exist today by non-existence tomorrow iffy dream lays back to happen by desire breeze seems to grimace for a while sun is bright with brilliant light premised does it never suffers by black clouds? yes storm ruins the calmness of wind…

Reason you can now give for being late (to class or to work )

I’m sorry, my soul wouldn’t stop crying.     I was trying to masturbate but it took waaaay longer than anticipated because the president kept instant messaging me and updating his Instagram with pics of his party friends and some sort of loose “football?” from the weekend and I thought it might be important.  …

Well, that got awful pretty fast.

Did u catch this; ? donald-trump-immigration-order-department-of-justice sorry to be the harbinger of bad-news-TUES day but somebody had to tell you. That’s how it goes. So apparently he fired our acting Attorney General after she declined to defend his psycho travel ban. And apparently we no longer live in a democracy with checks and balancces and all that…

not sure about all of it but i like dem books

and mentors are good too but maybe not in the doggedly aggressive way he mentions about it but also maybe that’s why he’s rich and i’m not   (IDK he has good points, I usually just like to slink or spiral around people until they get generally annoyed with me or completely creeped out and…

could be some kind of portal…

yeah it’s hard to decipher or have an answer really you weren’t even there so we can only conjecture and never really know you don’t know what’s useful to focus on is on page 76 when she said which could dictate how on the bottom of the paragraph on page 67    

outside time

“…I have attempted to depict perfect love barely troubled by the image of death, or by the insignificant influence of life and persons. Presently I am inclined to say that not even such shadows are present in perfect love. For them nothing changes, and the one loved is immutable, outside time, and freed from death.”…

so um yup I need a dreamcatcher

and not the one from Stephen King. I had a few interesting things happen to me in these last couple of days, and in the spirit of breaking free from my self-imposed shell of obscurity, I am writing them on my blog, why not? I got a little closed-in in the last idk year? here…

God’s YouTube

well he had a few interesting things to say… I feel like I’m learning more and more everyday or at least a veil’s falling down. Only to be placed back again a divine game of hide and go suffer lol. This is helped me today: But now I’m going to run and find a tempeh…

scanning darkly

I’m still in the mid of watching it but I thought if you can see it then I’ll share… what do you think? is it like that? are we doomed